Well, I believe the first and last post I made is on another blog. Why you ask....well I don't like managing my emails. So let this serve as a warning to all.... abandoning emails will eventually bite you in the butt. Changing phone numbers will.....eventually bite you in the butt.
Let us just start out by stating that I am cheap and I do not like difficulties. I start a new email when the spam gets to be too much, I change numbers to get a new phone, cheap. I figure it is a way to weed out the old and those numbers you just don't remember programming into your phone.
Well, I am now a mother. Changing your number willy nilly has the potential of being considered "shady". So after I got married and had a baby, I have decided to settle down. Sure the new numbers I have acquired over time...may exceed 10, the number of emails too; who can remember.
I have always tried to keep my passwords at high security....but after 10 years and God only knows how many addresses....who can remember a thing. AND the recover process, I can't even go there!
My original post was intended to tell all about how I would track my new baby, her milestones, my milestones. She is now six and boy has this been a ride!
I married late(a story for another time) so a baby had to be conceived rather quickly. She came along just in time before my eggs had turned to dust, otherwise I would have been featured on the front page of the Enquirer.
She is fabulous, my marriage too is great. But that really is not always the case is it?
You get a night out with your mom friends and you end up about what a crappy parent you are.
Your basement is filled with all of the projects you had always dreamed of doing, yet they still sit untouched.
Your house....ugh the house when will it ever end.
Our household consists of 3 dogs, 1 cat, originally 4 crabs...now only 1 cannibalistic, clothes horse of a crab, 2 gold fish....and my hubby and one and only daughter. I need a house keeper.
Maybe if I can ever get any of my fabulous endeavors off the ground such a thing would be possible. My husband supports me, the kid is now in school, and yet there sit my unfinished projects.
Is it fear of failure? I have to say I love trying new things, but I don't like when those new adventures don't result in success right away.
I know I can do it, but I don't want to sell something that will not be of great quality. My vision for the most part is way better than the result. I am my own worst critic, but my husband always jumps in to kick start where I suddenly am paralyzed.
Raising a child has been the best and the worst of my last 6 years. She is amazing , smart, funny....but still a little human being I am responsible to mold into a great adult. OMG it is exhausting, scary, fun and challenging.
I am hoping this blog that has waited 6 years to begin, will be the catalyst to kick off my new endeavors, to tell you about my crazy life and to help me keep my sanity.
I hope you will read and enjoy!
